This house supposed to be a home. Our only place. But turns out as just a place for eat and sleep. For my mom, maybe a little housekeeping things too. But for me and my sister, more likely a dorm.
A dorm of three rooms. Three persons trapped inside of a building, thankfully it has a beautiful garden, the only heritage gift from my grandma, dad's mom. And just like that, since my dad passed away, this house is not only lost it's chief, captain, headmaster, or Dean, but also it's cherishes.
My dad, he loves us, but it's just the basic instinct of bunch of woman that we hate sharing. So here I am, having my dinner-in-bed in front of our family photograph.
𝐕𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐚𝐧 𝐑𝐚𝐣𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢 𝐗 𝐉𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐯𝐢 𝐌𝐚𝐝𝐚𝐧.
In a world that screams, I stand in despair,
My voice drowned out, lost in the air.
Chains of tradition tighten each day,
I long to escape, but I'm forced to stay.
Each breath I take feels heavy and torn,
Every mistake a scar I've worn.
I crave a sky where I can be free,
Away from the walls that imprison me.
For now, I sit with my heart in pain,
Silent, yet screaming, again and again.
Though shattered, a spark in me still survives,
Dreaming of freedom where my soul can rise.