I DONT KNOW IF THIS IS LOVE

So much pain to someone else i didn't expect..
Everytime i think for him ,a was so much hurt..
I want to know myself very well...
But i think i want to,someone told me to love my self first ..
And i think he is right.
My memories with him, so much happy and thankful..
I think expect that he is my love one..
But not anymore because,she have a girl to love him and that is not me..
I very thankful to have her in my life and being my inspiration...
Even we dont have a communication, but im here for him always..

Hi! Its me Irene Rose Enriquez
18 years old
They always call me Bingbing and Irene..
Im a older sister to my two sister..
My parents both have a family..
I graduate highschool in Governor Julian Fullon Pacificador National School or GJFPNS at Funda Hamtic Antique..
I almost training in TESDA and
i graduate..
I have two course's that i have training..
Food & Beverage Services NC II
Housekeeping NC II..

I help my mother in financial needs in our family and for my sister'