Feelings.

Do you know that feeling

when you're sitting in a corner

and your heart hurts

not because of someone who hurt you

not because of someone you lost

not because of something you miss

but because of you, only you , yourself.

Do you know that feeling

you get every night and every morning

when you try to accept the fact

that you're not out of normality

you're a basic human being with emotions

and you fight , with your own soul

because you thought you knew yourself

more than anybody in this planet

but you met a random person

in random circumstances

who showed you the opposite.

Do you know that feeling

when you're having a good time

alone in your bed with a good book

and suddenly you start thinking

about your past

how stupid you were

how clumsy you were

and you close your eyes

for a second

trying to convince yourself to forget

because life is all about that

thinking , remembering, forgetting

life is a vicious circle

that you gotta fit yourself in .