Forgive and Forget

Forgive and forget might be the last thing I would do in my life. I once love a man with all my heart but he BETRAY me, he CHEATED on me, he BROKE his stupid promises and he BROKE my heart into pieces.
I spend eight years of my life with him, we share happy memories but all of that was only a joke to him.
That's why I run to America and live there for good and also to move on but moving on was hard, especially if you know you can't forget him and how you love him, but every time you remember those things there was always the CHEAT word that would reflect in your mind. And you will go back to the reality that he cheated on you, that he never loves you.
His been your brother, protector, friend and lover who broke your heart.
How would you face him 4 YEARS LATER?