Complicated Heart

Having a sister that is unearthly beautiful can be a great disadvantage at times.

True, you're going to be complimented countless of times; even praised, perhaps.

They would blabber about how remarkable your genes are and yet some awful sense of unwanted standard begins forming in your mind.

To have a certain sister that doesn't mistake the genes you two share, you become blinded to the world.

To girls, in particular.

You would often compare her to them, later deciding that they're no match for you.

Or maybe for her.

I couldn't blame my parents for this, but I'm yet to have any relationships.

Not until someone appears to prove me otherwise.

Someone who dares to keep my heart.