What If?

The day was cloudy and rainy the lights were too bright for my small hospital room and the sounds of the city were too loud for my ears. I was waiting to hear news from the doctor to see if I was going to be discharge or if I would need to be kept here for more observation. I blamed my panic attack for putting me in this situation, but if I was being completely honest as to why I had my panic attack it was his fault. When I found out that he had left I couldn't believe it. He didn't say goodbye he didn't write a note nothing, he just vanished.