Obsessed

Nothing.

That's exactly what I had at this exact moment.

I lost my family, I lost my best friend, I lost my marriage, I lost myself.

They sure as hell was right when they said the devil doesn't come to you with his red face and horns, he comes to you disguised as everything you ever wanted. He came in his purest form of trickery, knowing exactly what he was doing. He fooled me, and now I'm here left with nobody but just myself.

How could I be so stupid? How could I allow somebody to take everything from me? How could I just fall in his trap of games and deceit? Well, these are all good ass questions that I wish I had the answer too.

It was as if I could see my mom looking down from above, shaking her head wanting to kick me to the curb as well. I deserved it. I had it made. A nice job and pay going for myself, a nice family at home, a caring husband that declared his love for me every second of his day, and I screwed it all up over someone that treated me as if I was his little experiment.

All I could really say after this is, be careful.

Because all that glitters ain't gold.