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Letters To Joshua

BrokenWingsForever

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BrokenWingsForever

On March 23rd,2013 my close friend/brother figure Joshua Austin Deas and his roommate Kenneth V. Simmons were murdered in their trailer in Florida. These letters are one of the ways im trying to let go of the words left unsaid between me and my friend and remember him. Its a coping method someone suggested to me. I know it wont take away all the pain but my hope is that it helps me accept whats happened and move on. Read if you wish...(CC) Attrib. NonComm. NoDerivs

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The Anarchists

On that day, the sky was clear, the sun warm on the school grounds, and life felt light, full of possibility. My friends and I-each of us so different, yet inseparable-believed nothing could ever tear us apart. We were "The Anarchists," a group of misfits who never quite fit the mold, and that was precisely what made us strong. But gunshots shattered the peace, tearing apart the world as we knew it. In an instant, our little safe haven became a nightmare, and what remains now are only memories-memories of a friendship that even death can't truly end it.