"Life is not for us, it hates us. In every way possible. We can easily say, that this is just another story about abuse- or could it be more than that? Will people actually care about a life like this?" Siblings who witnessed their mother's murder. Done by their own father. Days are spent in anxiety and fear. What would life be like after trauma? After your dad wanted to kill you? The answer is: infernal. More infernal than ever before. No matter that you are trying to be normal. "But still the last question is, what is considered to be normal?"