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Dan is happier than he could ever be, with his best friend Phil. Everything was in place, perfect, life was exciting again. Except everything seems different from Phil's side.

Dan calls him names. 
Dan laughs behind his back. 
Dan humiliates him in front of everyone, and thus Phil just doesn't know how long he can take it.

And then someone else comes onto the scene, things will completely turn on its head.

Dan and Phil's happiness was meant to be short lived.

((this story is a sequel, but can be read without you having to read the first book! - "wake up, phil"))All Rights Reserved

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Smile, Dan by kittylover573ds

DISCLAIMER: This story is mature because it will have some self harm in it. It will also have some swearing due to that's how Dan actually talks. This is not about Phan being real. I'm sorry to disappoint you. Now onto what it is really about: Dan Howell is becoming more and more depressed. His family, his community, not even his best friend, Phil Lester, can help him. He believes he's a lost cause, and he's a mistake. He tries to hide it best he can, but some nights, it's just too much. During this, he's lost his will to smile. He'll fake smiles for videos and pictures, but he's lost a reason to genuinely smile.

The Only One (Phan) [COMPLETE] by underscorekacie

"Phil Lester is the literal sunshine of my life. If I didn't have him in my life, I may have been dead by now. Every day still sucks, but whenever I'm with Phil, my heart remembers that life is worth living. The only reason my life is worth living is to be next to Phil. To see him smile, to hear him laugh, to listen to his voice, to watch him move...everything. Everything that he does brings the much-needed light into my life." Dan Howell has many struggles within himself, despite his successful YouTube career. The only one who truly helps him is his best mate, Phil Lester. Dan has been madly in love with Phil since the first day they met. However, Dan knows that it is inevitable that Phil will never return the feeling because he is only interested in women. As Dan attempts to battle his own demons, Phil seems to be quite happy and even ends up dating a beautiful girl. Unfortunately, this makes Dan's mental state even worse. What will happen to Dan? Will he ever confess his strong feelings for his best friend? Will he ever overcome the ongoing war in his head?

Don't leave me... 《Unfinished》 by honeydewnot

Dan and Phil have been best friends for a long time. They know eachother better than they know themselves. Feelings are forming and problems are starting. Life seems worthless and their world starts crashing down. (Note from 06/09/17: this was my first ever phanfiction. I made it in 2015. I didnt know where the plot was going and I really didnt like how it turned out so i decided to leave it at that and not finish it.)

In Between // phan by pIisetsky

Book 2 in the Grim Reaper trilogy! After Phil gets rejected by the Highers in his request to be a Reaper, him and Dan decide to live in the human world together. But when Dan's friend, PJ, tells him that the Highers want him back, and are willing to accept Phil, Dan is honestly quite happy to be going back. After the tension and stress of Phil changing, Dan's just glad to be going back to normal. But he can't help but notice that Phil's a bit.....different.

the world in his eyes | phan by BlackpaintedSoul

"Love was the strongest emotion of Phil and the one to be the most beautiful in his eyes. Seeing this marvel turn into something so uncomfortable was horrible to experience. But he was happy, wasn't he?" In which Dan suddenly notices how Phil starts changing. Trying to catch his best friend from falling turns out to be more difficult than expected and, in the end, who can keep Dan from falling?

The First Time (Phan) by PhanIAm

Dan was a teenage boy who was a bit awkward and not the most popular person. He was happy, but not the happiest he could be. That was until he was told about a certain YouTuber who changes his life forever. A FICTIONAL story of how Phan became what it is today. This is a safe Phan fiction with no triggers (although if anyone disagrees be sure to let me know).

Just Close Your Eyes (Phan) by rune-wolf

Never tell people your entire story. It was the number 1 rule Dan lived by. It wouldn't make things better, usually only worse. One time, he had told his entire story, but everything had fallen apart because of that single mistake. It had caused him to lose both his home and his friends, making him live on the streets and trying to get by with what other people would give him. But what happens if one morning someone walks into his life and gives him a chance for a better future? And what difference can a best friend really make?

The Girls That Changed Everything by Phantrash2022

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Finding the Phandom: A Dan and Phil AU by AmberIssues0

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