Two voices in my head are fighting for control. One telling me to do it and that I'm worthless, everyone would be happy without me. The other whispering just out of reach but still stopping me. The whispers they sound familiar but I cant tell because at the same time they sound un-familiar. I guess they have always been there since birth. This is a story about true things that have unfortunately happened to me in my life. Its almost my fourteenth birthday and its been getting worse and I'm not sure how much longer I can take it.