In love with my best friend

(Authors note: this book is on hold. I'm trying to edit it and may change a few chapters in the process. I'm not in love with the way the books has ended so I might change it in some ways. Otherwise please enjoy!)

I see him practically everyday, he's always at my apartment and I go to his as well. We have so much fun, we laugh, we tell each other's secrets and we have serious convos that usually end with me crying. He was by my side when I was going through some pretty rough times... But now he has gotten himself a girlfriend and its hard being able to talk to him about anything without this girl getting in the way. I hate to admit it but it's really painful to see the guy you love most in this world fall for someone else..
(Ps.. the chapters progressively get longer, I'm in the middle of editing everything so I'm sorry if at first you're not fan!)