Diary Of A Broken Kid
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Darkness, it's all I see, it's all I feel. It's all I am. Life is empty and I am just a shell of my old self. The scars. The scars are hidden yet obvious.
My life seems worthless. And I put on a mask to fool the world. Soon I start fooling myself. I hide my true feelings and the real me is buried under my ashes.
Disappointment, anger and sadness. These emotions blind me and I am driven to insanity. Yet still, I am silent. Soundlessly I cry out to the world; no one hears. I want to talk; no one listens.
The only person I have. The only person that will listen is my diary.
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