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year after year living sad,upset,depressed,oblivious,lost,complaining from simple things we couldn't do them or we can't reach them ,seeing people around us happy everyday smiling ,laughing they seem like they're satisfied and cheerful with their lives always in good mood,I was thinking is that something related with luck I don't think so have they  anything  that I haven't I don't think so..like money but money..yeah I can buy anything I want and I can achieve my desires I can get a house,car ,luxurious dress,I will live a splendid and a sumptuous life but what if I get a disease has no cure yeah I know money can buy medicament ,I'm seeking for the remedy not medicament what if insomnia comes to me everynight and I have a bed and blanket but still sleepless ,money can't buy somnolence,with this money I can get married with a beautiful and charming girl and  what if I discovered that the one I love doesn't love me ,can money buy Love?I don't think so ..so that it means this is not what I'm searching about ,I was wondering how many years remain to live maybe one year or maybe one day or one hour ,no one knows his destiny and I'm still far from my God and my religion, the one who gave me everything the one who knows my problems but still listening to me when I beg,the one who created me in the best form ,the one who maintains my livelihood, the God's graces are uncountable,one of them is Prayer, it lets you feel close to your God and it keeps you calm and modest,feeling serenity and reassurance ,prayer has a degree of submission the soul surrenders to the God means there will be a contact with Lord ,it's such a mercy and as long as I'm vivid  i'm grateful and thankful for everything.   I hope you enjoyed it and it's a small expression about this subject...I wish you success and luck and I hope I find your views and votes..thank you ^^
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