The life I lead
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Trust, most people take it for granted. They say, "I trust you", when really their saying in their heads' yeah right. You will trust a person unconditionally until that one day when they abuse your trust and you take it away from them. Once that happens most of us are weak and we break when our boyfriend or girlfriend say, "Im so so sorry, I promise it will never happen again", or lets say your friend takes advantage of your friendship, a parent breaks a promise, your crush leads you on and breaks your heart, the possibilities are endless. You always end up "forgiving" them thinking they are telling the truth and have changed..... Wrong. The truth is they will never change no matter how many times they say they have, no matter how many shooting stars you wish on for them to change, or however many 11:11 wishes you waste, tears you cry, things you hit, curses you shout, they never will. Those are the lives they lead and always will.
My name is Casey, and this is the life I lead.
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