Karmic Deal

I never thought it could be so dark. Deep abyss of uncomfortable heat - sweat - smell, is this it? For how long? Where is everyone?

When I made this wish, I had no idea it would be so dark.... so lonely. Visions of chaotic monsters with wailing swords, so heroic, riding on dragons slaying their opponents to win the highest seat to Ego. Amulets, swords, potions of power where are they now? Can they really help me here, or does the dark eyes in the corner have the answers. Tangled roots of desire and greed cover the ground, thoughts of my life rattle in my mind. Tugging and tearing to move, what a web of karma. Did I create all this? "Yes!" Came from the dark eyes as I drew near. "How do I rid of such negative seeds, how do I create light?" "Killing, cheating, robbing and stealing, lack of wisdom and sincerity will dissolve these deep roots, my child," the voice in my heart. "Only you can change this."

All I wanted was the pain to stop but it has grown so massive, like a cancer. Does he want my soul?
I promise to never utter words of hate in my heart, be loyal to my body, be generous, sane and sound, and above all, speak the truth to all inside and out. With this solemn promise I will endure every event with peace and harmony, with an open heart and wisdom in my mind. I promise to soar in my passion for life and know that it is a gift to be a part of a great plan. I promise to above all, always follow my heart as it will guide me like a beacon in the night.

"Do you think it is just that easy? Repent and you get to escape the fleshy desire I have for you, to devour your body in orgasmic ecstasy? To penetrate your essence with my desirable juices of passion, lust and need?", as the dark eyes drew nearer. As fear began to overtake my body, I was in that moment I choose to feel love and compassion, choose to know my body was not Me, and feel Love from my Heart for this lost soul. The smell, taste and touch of darkness was transformed. Brilliant warmth, Profound.