Agathokakological

This is a 22,000 word novel that I wrote. I will be uploading it in parts.

Written in first-person, the story revolves around a schizophrenic 17 year old boy who needs to find a meaning to life but does not know it yet. He needs to build relationships (by this I mean in no way a romantic relationship, he just needs a friend). But he needs something more than that, although he still does not know it yet. He needs God. Although this novel does not get very spiritual until around the middle. Please note that I am definitely going to change this description soon, sorry that it is so vague and mediocre.

Also I noted that this is meant for mature readers. There is no language except I use "hell" quite often because of the spiritual aspect but I think I also use slightly derogatory terms such as "douche bag". I honestly cannot remember. Other than that there is much gore and self harm through out the entire story. But there is nothing sexual in any way.