Am I a Raven or a Dove?

All my life I have hidden myself from civilization. Ever since Kindergarten at my orphanage, I have found human interaction futile and even dangerous... I hope that there will never be the day that I cause so much harm that I must take the final step. Death. No one I know can save me from my true destiny. Whether my destiny is to destroy, kill myself to save others, or help others; I do not know. I do not wish for that day to come soon. Who am I do you ask? My name is Raven.