Million Years Ago -phan
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Dan Howell (a.k.a. danisnotonfire) oftenly falls into this existential crisis. In the age of 24 years old, he was way too young to be having a mid-life crisis, but that was happening to Daniel James Howell.
In this phanfiction, Dan starts to regret his life decisions of being a YouTuber, but still loves the Phandom. Read through this story to find out how Dan Howell copes with his quarter-life crisis with his bestfriend, Phil Lester, at his side.
This phanfiction is based on Adele's song "Million Years Ago" from her '25' album.
Enjoy!
(this isn't specifically a PHANfiction but there are little bits of phan through out the ending)
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