W-Why..... Why..... Choose M-Me? (Undertale Story)

​Oh hiya there, I'm Abigail but you can call me Abby if you want..... h-hehe..... this was never suppose to happen to me.....
Honestly I am not anything to special..... I'm just a human girl that loves watching anime, playing video games, goofing around and chatting with my friends, reading books and fan fiction alike, and singing along with awesome songs that I like to listen to over and over.
I don't even look that stand-outish if you know what I mean..... I have short, straight dirty blond hair, chocolate brown eyes, and I often wear a plain t-shirt, sweat pants, tennis shoes, and my favorite blue hoodie that I like to wear everywhere.
Well..... I guess if there was something about me that stands out it would have to be the fact that I am very sensitive with my emotions and I cry very easily..... but that just means I have a soft, caring heart..... r-right?
Speaking of hearts did you know that my heart, or rather my soul, is a light grayish-pink?
Pretty cool, huh?
.....Well it would be..... if it wasn't for the fact that before my very eyes..... it had turned blood red like the eyes of the one who changed it that way.....
Why..... Chara w-why..... why out of all the humans that live on this w-world..... did you have to choose m-me to be your h-host?!?!
*Sobs* Why?!?!?!?!?
I-I don't want the EXP or LOVE you have to offer, I never ever wanted to kill anyone!!!!!
Please I-I'll do anything, e-even die a million deaths, j-just for you to s-stop making me do t-this!!!!!

(Ok so this is an Undertale story but with me inserted in it, and this will have spoilers for both Genocide and Pacifist routs so just heads up. Also I do not own this picture I put up here for the story, someone else made it. Nor do I own Undertale or any of the characters, that belongs to Toby Fox. The only thing I own is myself and this story. I was actually inspired by a Undertale AMV with the song called 'Duality' and it is really good, you should check it out sometime.)