Another day of school...Great! I'm not being sarcastic, call me a nerd but I love school! Not the studies part... Just the part where I get to meet all my friends and be myself. You see my life is very complicated, at home I'm a pampered princess-well thats what they said about me at my old school- and at my new school (which I joined 6 weeks ago) I'm not known for my rich life, I'm just me I guess? I know I probably sound a little weird since I dont want a rich, pampered life. I guess since my mum passed away 2 years ago my father doesnt even bother that much with me, dont get me wrong, he loves me, I love him.It's just sometimes living with his "new" family, consisting of Carol, Dad's new wife and her two daughters, Daisy, who is 10 years old and JoJo who is 13 years old is a big hassle and it gets tiring.And ontop of that, theres another one, Jake, dad's and Carols son, only 1 years old.I love my new life, but sometimes I just miss everything and want everything to be how they were. But you see, things dont always happen how you want, do they?
Jade Miller is an average person. Is she? Although she has a luxourious life things arent always what they seem... With boy problems at every door and school life Jade's life is not as easy as it seems.
Okay... yeah im suckish at summaries... so read the book? Its better promise!
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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