To Be Or Not To Be Dead
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Last published Sat, Jan 2, 2016
✖️ Kristen. Hmmm. Yeap . That's my name. So, a few things about me.
My life right now, is kind of messed up. The closest people, who I thought I knew, actually are completely other people , which I have no connection with.
Anyway, what do I expect? Life is harsh.
People disappoint, hurt, love, promise, lie.
UHH. Now I need to discover myself. Because I have no clue who I am anymore. Who is Kristen?
Anyway , let's start at the beginning. When I started having these horrible nightmares, when old friends returnees in my life, the weirdest conversations ever, the many lies- The first steps to my new complicated life.The basic idea is, I don't think I'm a normal teeneger. Everyone lied and hidden things from me for too long. I'm goona find out who I am and God helps the ones who stays on my way. ✖️
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