" Stop" I'm sorry.
" Stop, What Alexis?" He knew what I meant, why couldn't he just leave things the way it was? Why did he want to change everything?
" Stop telling me you love me, just stop this isn't a fairytale you can't come to my rescue Jayden. It won't work" please understand, I want you to be safe.
" I can't stop telling you, that I love you! Its how we both feel and you can't just deny it cause you're scared!" Why won't you just leave it? The look in your eyes weren't like the sparkling ocean anymore, they tossed and turned like a hurricane. I'm sorry, please understand.
" I'm not denying it cause I'm scared okay I'm denying it because..... You know what forget it just forget all of this"
" No! Why do you keep pushing me away, the last 5 months were amazing and you can't just deny that! You love me and I love you too just admit it and- " There's no way we can be together, you deserve better cause your better.
" That's it's Jayden, it can't work because I'm not denying anything i don't love you okay? That's why we can't do this. I don't love you, I feel nothing towards you." Liar. Liar. I love you so much that's why I can't let you get involved. I love you too much to hurt you and if we're together I'll hurt you in the worse way.
As Dallas and Drayton navigate life in the spotlight, Spencer is navigating intense feelings for Nathan - her best friend's brother.
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Dallas and Drayton are planning their wedding, talking babies and learning how to navigate life in LA now that Drayton is a hotshot football player in the big leagues. Meanwhile, Spencer and Nathan are back at home in Colorado, coming to terms with their feelings for one another and learning how to co-parent with Grayson, the father of Spencer's daughter. Will the realities of adult life strengthen them - or will their relationships break?
[Sequel to The QB Bad Boy and Me]
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