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When I Eat, I Hate Myself A Little More

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Parts 24
Time 3h 4m

anorexia anxiety boy bulimia demon depression fiction girl harm high hope love novel real recovery romance school teen teenager

Lindsey Clarke, 16 and free.
  
  But somehow, freedom and happiness does not really come in a package.
  
  "Anorexia nervosa, depression, self harm, social anxieties are not just phases of life. They become your closest friends and haunt you every step of the way." , is what I say.
  
  "It's just a phase", is what they all say.All Rights Reserved

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