Love or Infatuation

I am a shy-type woman. I don't trust my self. I'm afraid that I might get wrong or get hurt. I don't talk too much, I keep everything bottled inside. In short, I'm COWARD.
I am Star Rosswell, 21 yrs. old. Not too beautiful, chinita, fair skin, cute, short hair, and too naive.
"DEMURE" yes, I am demure.
NBSB, never been kissed, never been touched, but totally damaged, hahaha! definitely not. Of course never been involved in any worldly things.
But despite of being old among the olds "old school" I'm happy, free but not complete. I can feel the emptiness inside me, who would care to fill the emptiness in me? My childhood best buddy or my co-teacher? I forgot to mention, I am a teacher.