UNFINISHED: hopefully updates everyday, if not at least once a week(unless I'm out of town)
**Please read the intro, it's important to the story!!
My name is Eveline Grace. I was suppose to be happy, all the time happy. It was too much pressure, how could someone not understand that. It was their fault, if they hadn't made me be so freakin happy. If they had only asked me if I was okay. If they had set aside their jobs for two seconds to see that I wasn't doing well then I wouldn't have tried it, I swear.
I'm not angry with them, I just need someone to get it. When they wouldn't, I just wanted peace. But as always I wouldn't get what I wanted, I never did.
(NOTE: This story contains attempted suiside, cutting, depression/anxiety, and emotional unstableness. It you can be triggered by any of that in detailed description I highly suggest you don't read this)
(NOTE: This is my first time writing a fanfic, but so far I'm really proud of it please give it a chance)
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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