SOS- A Jaspar AU
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Last published Thu, May 20, 2021
Feelings and emotions aren't like he remembered them. Caspar Lee kept his bottled up for so long it was painful, and now, all he needs is a shoulder to cry on while he lets out his pain.
But, it wasn't like he could turn off his emotions. It wasn't like the scars on his wrists would come and go as his mental health did. And he's scared. Scared he won't be able to contain himself, lock up his emotions, if he shows his true colors.
Warning: Selfharm, suicide, violence, boyxboy
Mainly Jaspar, also Phan.
Contains POVs from Caspar, Dan, Phil, and Joe.
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