30th Day of February.

30th of February, Have you ever heard of that before?

Have you dream to have such date in the calendar?

Me? I always dreamed for it. I don't know, but it's just so magical to witness. To witness a miracle.

"Charm?"

"Hmmm?"

"Are you okay?"

I sighed deeply as though I could dig up the dirt from the center of earth before I could say, "I think so.." and get a glimpse of her face that is ready to say something that will gonna blow every single veins within me.

"Charm, did you already decided?"

And there she did. I can't do this. Really. How could possibly one person handle this things with her own? How could I possibly handle this decisions?

I muster the remaining strength I got and say, "Myka, I can't just let go one of them. They are so precious to me. That I could die when one is hurt."

Life is good to me until I found out that good things always comes with bad luck.

I tried my best to be strong for such a very long time but now, I can't. I really can't. The two precious persons in my life are in my hands, I need to decide which of the two of them will survive.

One will suffer and I can't do anything about it.

Maybe the 30th day of February can, right? Maybe. I think so. I think..

I was named Charm but I can't have any right now. May I correct that, I don't have any right now.

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30th Day of February. ©Bluaholicgirl

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