The Night I Fell Asleep

one two three four and so on goes the number of days my life sucks, i cant understand why it has to be so horrifying. My name is josey Patterson im 16 and live's a suckish life. Why did my parents have to put me into this world, i hate it, nothings right everything's just so wrong and cruel to me. I cant take it anymore. I wish i could just go to bed one day and never wake up. One day i was sitting on my bed wandering what i was going to do with my life when i got this pic online that my BFF's posted on their i thought it would be great but it turns out to be a bad pick from last years homecoming i was going to the bathroom and one of the girls kicked down the door and shot a pic of me, i was so embarrassed i couldn't believe they would do that, u would think they would be my best friends but i guess im wrong. After that day and they next day and so on they posted one every day and everyone of those pics would get worse. Intel one day it was prom and i looked online to see if my bf wanted to still go but then i seen a pic of him and my ex friend and now my ex bf. I couldnt believe it my life just got worse, I had anof of it i went to my bathroom and got in the medicine cabnet and found my emergency pills and right then i felt like it was an emergeny. I took what was left of the pills which was about 4 and put them in my mouth and toke a drink of water and went to my bed and just layed there till i fell asleep. and then the next day there actually was none for me.