Depressed Little Me .
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Ongoing5m
Last published Sun, Jan 10, 2016
I already know that i'm fat .
They don't have to tell me.
I keep thinking "Why am i still here?"
I keep saying white lies "I'm not depressed!"
This is a story about a girl . Her name is Charlotte . Earth is just not a place for her -
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