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I feel lost in my own body I hear stuff I see stuff I need help (but to my parents I am fine) how may times have you told a parent or guardian u are okay when feeling alone lost scared and angry all at the same time ??? I was bullied in primary school for being fat and when i got to high school it got wore by a child I had knew all my life calling me names over the phone texting me horrible messages but then I left that horrible place and came to my group friends now who I trust and I feel like I can share things that I have never shared before they might be :
Crazy
Wired
Have problems
Need help
But they are there for me when I need them if I didn't have these friends I don't think I would be here today I do not have a skinny body but I like the way I am and if people can't say something nice then they don't have to say it at all. I have not been diagnosed with depression but Idefinaly feel
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