Story Of My Life

I'M A 12 YEAR OLD MIDDLE SCHOOL STUDENT.you can consider me as a full grown adult.I was born and raised in the church,with a papa as my pastor,following the devils lead.I can tell you any Bible verse and or Scripture bit I just can't seem to get my mind off the fact that I am not average.I am not the cutest girl in the world.I consider myself as a beautiful, smart,talented 12 year old.My dad wasn't in my life until I was about 9 so my papa is the only male figure in my life,besids my step dad and uncles.my grandma died when I was bout 6 and also my uncle.I felt so incomplete without them,more like my life was completely over.I believe I changed w
hen they died.Before hand,they told me to do well and do what they expected of me so that I could get an education and have a bright future.I didn't really understand why they left at the time,because I would always ask them would they ever leave me or leave this world to where I couldn't see them anymore.It truly broke my heart.