Normally Catatonic

"Arah."
I look up. My name being the only thing I have left. All I know for sure.
"Don't make me take the pills anymore." I say, barely even a whisper.
He looks straight into my eyes. He's the only one who's stayed, who wants me to recover. Yet, I'm not even sure I want that.
"I promise you," He holds my hands against his chest, "If you trust me now; you will fall. But you won't hit the ground alone."