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Hatred In My Soul

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gay heartbreak self-harm

The pain was too much to handle. Plus, I couldn't even wrap my head around it, 'My crush was my best friend'. I had convinced myself that I set my feelings for him aside, but I lied, to myself and everyone else. 


I still loved him. Unfortunately, I couldn't have him. It took everything in me not to end it all. This all started something...

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