an inside thing (don't worry about it)

"No," Dylan says, feeling the concerned gaze like a touch. "No, it's not--I mean, welcome to my head, I guess. Just, on any given day." And what, what is this even turning into? Dylan O'Brien therapy hour, that's romantic. Good job.

"Self-loathing," Tyler says, and Dylan wants to punch himself in the face. "I don't--I don't think I could find anything to, to loathe about you if my life depended on it."

"Thing is," Dylan says, voice coming out weird and unsteady, "I think that kinda says more about you than me."