Walking down the aisle is one of the most nerve racking experience of any girl’s life. Wondering if their hair is perfect and not falling out, if your make- up suits your dress, if the flowers you were holding suddenly became riddled with bugs and would attract bees. But most importantly if you actually loved the one they were marrying. Most girls in the world would say ‘yes I love him, I love him till death’. But I wasn’t so sure if I did, if this was one big huge mistake. But here I was walking down the aisle with many eyes on me, with the music playing meeting the man that I was marrying. The music stopped and I snapped out of my little dream land, only to find that the man I was supposed to marry gone, in other words he changed his mind. I Lexie Blackwood was now alone in the world. Once again.