It always ends..

I love him and our family but it hurts to see him with another women.I have four children by him and they are so amazing but they are hurt too.The other wives love him so much and I do too. I don't want it to end but I do. All I want is for my kids to be happy. I cook and clean and he's never there because he wants to be with his other wives. I should be first because I am the one he married first. Will our marriage last much longer?None of us think of him as we first met him and the kids aren't happy.When I came into this I thought I would be happy with what everything.But i don't know anymore.