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So I Told Myself, No Crying

CatharineDominix

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Reads 1,490
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Parts 21
Time 3h 6m

CatharineDominix

Life.Life is not a game, but a reality that hurts everyone.I, myself hate life.It's made me cry, from hard times to cruel times.I don't know how much longer I can hold out before breaking. So I told myself, no crying.

Bridgett Crawnsmiller, now Bridgett Lawnsfork faces difficulties while trying hard to convince herself that reality is cruel.But when she meets Freddie Stroma, her doubts about life changes.So does she when she realizes just how much she loves the man right in front of her but is too far to reach.With just about 4 other guys liking her, will she reach for him and break the curse that has been binding her or will she stay like herself and throw away her heart, her emotions, and everything?



Just when she thinks that she finally has him, can love him, and can have him all to herself, she is wrong. 17 year old Bridgett Lawnsfork has doubts about Life and him. Freddie. But what she really doesn't want to face is hard cruel reality. Why? Because it's painful. But who said you couldn't have help, from the one you love?

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