Not Loved

I was hoping she had loved me forever. Everyone was right about her. She is nothing but messed up. I loved her with everything. I would have died for her.

15 day's early
Hi I'm isabella no one really knows me. I'm just a girl that is lost in music. I have tried to love people but they have just hurt me. Leave me in a hole to die. That is just how I feel about life. I love bands like bvb, Botdf, bmth. People call me emo but I don't care anymore. I have a girlfriend name sammy. I love her so much but I don't know anymore. She never talked to me and I am just done with her shit. I need help just as more she does I am so done ehhhhh. I love her but I don't know if she loves me back. One day I was walking into the band room to get my saxophone. And I walk in and some girl said come back I need to ask u something and sammy came back to me then I said what did that girl say to u. Latter that day sammy seen me and left me she looked at me at left me. My friend said maybe she had to go.