The Pleasure Inside

I could hardly focus, my mind kept running back to Jay's message. My body felt tense, I couldn't think straight. Everything inside me was telling me to leave the past in the past. Jay was my first everything, I had butterflies every time I would even hear his name. He had a crazy effect of me, this same guy here is the reason I've become a sex addict. And for so many years I've buried that side of me because I promised myself I would never allow myself to go down that road again. Alex was a good guy, and I wanted to be the good woman that he married or fell in love with. But how was I suppose to hide these desires for sex when I had Jay in the back of my head and Alex never being here to pleasure my desires.

Read along to find out what happens to, did she find love elsewhere? Or.......

Readers please be adviced, like all my other books there will be adult content. Read at your own discretion enjoy guys.

I'm no sure if I'll update each chapters after I'm finish or after the book is completed.