Amnesia

I drove by all the places
We used to hang out getting wasted I thought about our last kiss
How it felt, the way you tasted
Even though your friends
Tell me you're doing fine
Are you somewhere feeling lonely
Even though he's right beside you
When he says those words that hurt you,
Do you read the ones I wrote you?
Sometimes I start to wonder,
Was it just a lie?
If what we had was real,
How could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the makeup running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all