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Playing at Love

LostinWonderlandxD

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Parts 18
Time 3h 24m

LostinWonderlandxD

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"Life beats down and crushes the soul and art reminds you that you have one." ~Stella Adler

Grayson Adams and Mia Castillo have two things in common:
1. They both love and have a passion for art.
2. They've both had tragedy strike their lives.
As they go through process of working their way through grief and terrible loss, will they be able to find themselves again? Will they be able to withstand the feelings waiting to drag them down, or will they break?

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Disclaimers:
1. The original picture for the cover was found on Weheartit.com, so credit goes to the creator of it. 
2. Not really a disclaimer but, whatever: This story IS copyrighted, and plagiarism is a CRIME, so don't do it. Plus, it's rude and completely lazy, so don't even think about it okay? Okay, glad we understand each other. Enjoy the story(xAll Rights Reserved

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Just to Feel | Complete by CharmaineSimsSmit

"I'm broken. Nothing can fix me. I feel so numb. No one understands me. No one understands my life and the sadness I feel all of the time." Mia Tompson finds herself in the clutches of a destructive addiction as she's trying to come to terms with deep losses, and made to believe that she's 'less than' and 'unworthy'. Taking a gap year, lonely and whilst living on the estate, she finds solace in nature, returning time and time again to her favourite oak tree and the horses' paddock. "I just want to feel close to something, feel something other than this pain. I want to feel love again." Will someone come into her life to pull her out of her darkness... showing her just how beautiful and deserving of love she really is? "No one could ever understand the unspeakable pain I've been through. There's this aching in my heart and pain in my chest that just won't stop. I've tried everything to ease it. Even taking some drastic measures..." Will she be able to deal with a past, which has cast such a long shadow over her life? New friendships, mending broken family relationships, and her creative writing might help her heal... but will she be able to finally slay the dragon? "I... just... want to... feel..."

What's a Heart to a Soul by morgangigliobooks

What's a heart to a soul? What's a memory to reality? What's lust to love? And what differentiates fact from fiction? How can we ever truly know love and confidently scream with all our being that we are sure that this, this is the one? As memories flash through Blake Beckett's very eyes, each one fading into the next, the only constant is Devin Dawson. They were childhood best friends, middle school enemies, and highschool sweethearts. Blake finds herself getting lost in the memories, losing herself to the past while her soul is desperately trying to get her to see the future. Will true love prevail? Are soulmates even real? The answers you seek might be provided with some clarity if you dare to journey through lifetimes to find out, what is a heart to a soul anyway? *** ⚠️ WARNING CONTAINS SEXUAL CONTENT⚠️ Sexual Content: Chapters 1.14, 1.15, 2.11, & 2.14 ‼️TRIGGER WARNING‼️ Sexual Assault: Chapter 1.9 & 2.8 Gore & Violence: Part 1 *** 🧡Available Exclusively on Wattpad 🧡 *** [[Total Word Count: 87,000-88,000]] [[Part 1 Word Count: 45,000-46,000]] [[Part 2 Word Count: 41,000-42,000]] Written By Morgan Giglio Cover Designed by Morgan Giglio

Wanting You by ni12345

*2nd Place Chicklit & Romance in Brewing Flair Awards 2018 Mia Abraham never thought she will have to ever share her heart with another, that is other than her love for the sea. It all changed a few years back when she met this little boy, and gave half her heart to him. Ofcourse Zachary Adams had no clue about this, since obviously he decided to leave me, his family and the island we grew up in to never return. Mia was left with a broken heart. She tried to get back to her normal life until tragedy hits her world. The only life and people she ever knew. Devastation lead to her losing her best friend and the guy she almost fell for along with everything and everyone she ever cared about. All alone she turns to the sea, practically living on the beach. But it failed to give her any peace of mind. She needs the help of the other half of her heart to move from this desolation. Would he even remember her? Does he even care whether she is safe? Would Mia need to make the first move?

Barely Alive (#JustWriteIt #SuperCharged) by Hunterarlert

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My Confessional by PolarizedBoy

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REAP by EelyakKAY133

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Just to Feel | Complete

"I'm broken. Nothing can fix me. I feel so numb. No one understands me. No one understands my life and the sadness I feel all of the time." Mia Tompson finds herself in the clutches of a destructive addiction as she's trying to come to terms with deep losses, and made to believe that she's 'less than' and 'unworthy'. Taking a gap year, lonely and whilst living on the estate, she finds solace in nature, returning time and time again to her favourite oak tree and the horses' paddock. "I just want to feel close to something, feel something other than this pain. I want to feel love again." Will someone come into her life to pull her out of her darkness... showing her just how beautiful and deserving of love she really is? "No one could ever understand the unspeakable pain I've been through. There's this aching in my heart and pain in my chest that just won't stop. I've tried everything to ease it. Even taking some drastic measures..." Will she be able to deal with a past, which has cast such a long shadow over her life? New friendships, mending broken family relationships, and her creative writing might help her heal... but will she be able to finally slay the dragon? "I... just... want to... feel..."