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Lux has grown up with almost a question mark plastered on her identity. There was always something that set her apart from other people. She knew this even when she was happy with herself. Even before the nights of tears drowning her pillow and the days she sat in her room, her stomach growling at her. 
There was something that made her feel so empty inside and she need something to fill hat emptiness. Her attempts just make the whole situation worse. She tries to connect with the world around her, she tries to feel needed in some way. How will filling the void aid in destroing her?All Rights Reserved

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The Light in the Darkness

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