Your Gonna Miss Me When Im Gone

This was the first time I felt numb it was oddly satisfying, I couldn't feel anything for once nobody could tell either, I was like a zombie

My parents argued alot like every few hours and when they did my mum would yell her lungs out and my dad would yell a little quieter

They would argue for a few hours at a time sometimes my dad would just leave and come back the next day

But one day he left for good and I didn't want to believe it I didnt want to believe my childhood had been destroyed I always wanted to believe we were happy