Save me (BoyxBoy)
Phaniacliontoast
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  • Parts 7
  • Time 1h 1m
Phaniacliontoast
Ongoing, First published Jan 10, 2016
Mature
abuseboyxboydepressionlgbtlove
(Slow updates)

Zachary Benett is a young boy longing for love. Since his mother passed away, his life had gone downhill fast. The boy needed help, that's what he got when he met Damien Witicre, an emo, red-haired stoner who has no friends and likes it that way, or so he thought.


||TRIGGER WARNING||

-possible triggers 
-self harm and possible suicide attempts
-mentions of rape sexual abuse
-slight violence
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