Uncontrollable
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Ongoing6m
Last published Thu, Jan 14, 2016
I slammed my fist into the wall and grind my teeth together. I was nothing. A nobody. A little girl lost in a world she knew nothing about, forcing herself to give up on her only hope. Love wasn't real. It didn't exist. My life would never be a damn fantasy where prince charming would come galloping up on a white stallion to save me from haunting past. No. This was reality. And that reality was that I'm alone, and I'll always be. And I'm better off that way.
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Sometimes you have to be shut down before someone can light the spark in your eyes again.
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Does love really exist? Or is Nicole and her excruciating past right?
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