I've never been this so flustered my whole life, like all the chills I can't feel before came thru my body and tearing my skin. I can't believe what I am hearing and seeing right now. This isn't right, I don't want responsibilities except for myself, my mother and Shinhwa, that three responsibilities are enough for me, ah no I hardly survive for the past 18 years with my priorities. I can't handle another one. What? a daughter? I ain't a virgin but I refuse to accept this fact. I have a daughter? This is insane. This is going to be a rollercoster for me, for my mother, for Shinhwa. And for everyone. I'm doomed!