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I Hate Myself but I Love You

The_Sarcastic_Dork

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Reads 164,103
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Parts 61
Time 2h 39m

The_Sarcastic_Dork

carmilla hollstein laura vampire

My version of what happens after season 2 of Carmilla.

Laura gets herself into yet another dangerous situation, but this time the consequences are fatal. Laura gets turned into a vampire and Perry's still possessed by the Dean.

How will they get the Dean without killing their friend?

Also, this is on archiveofourown.com as well under the username wolf3223All Rights Reserved

carmilla hollstein laura vampire

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𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘕𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘖𝘧 𝘍𝘦𝘣𝘳𝘶𝘢𝘳𝘺 ✔️ by Cadance232

•𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐝 ✒ [ᴇᴅɪᴛᴇᴅ] "𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘹𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘰𝘳 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥." "She woke up as a stranger to herself and the world.." ʟᴏɢʟɪɴᴇ: "Chloe, a mysterious girl suffering from disorders and memory loss, was shifted to a mental asylum. There she discovers the secrets of her past. With the help of her friends, they're set to fight off the hunters who dragged Chloe into this misery." --- 𝘊𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘣𝘺 me @Cadance232 𝘉𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘭𝘶𝘳𝘣 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘣𝘺 𝘏𝘢𝘸𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘩𝘢𝘭 𝘈𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥 2022 --- sɴᴇᴀᴋ ᴘᴇᴀᴋ: "We are going to escape from here,break out." I eye them seriously. "We don't have much time, we've got two days before the crazy killer will come for you. How do we escape?" Aiden whispers and others nod. "W-what you guys are escaping from the asylum!?" We snap our heads behind at the door to face one of the doctors in charge. Shit. We are busted. --- I'm Chloe, a 17y/o pyscho.As if waking up from a 2 years of coma wasn't good enough, to make it worse, I didn't remember anything from my past.A psychopath having hallucinations along with temporary amnesia. I was shifted to an asylum for a period of four months. My existence was unknown or covered by someone. There weren't any reports when I went missing, strangely, nor was I ever sighted in any town. Talk about creepiness. Could it be related to serial killers abducting youngsters before finishing them? If so, why was I alive without any memory from my past? Loads of questions yet no answer. The most scariest one- Why was I in a coma, an unknown mystery? --- What happens when she slowly regains her memory? Will it help her and the other towns that are fished by sick serial killers? If someone tried to kill her,won't they come back finding out s

Valentina | Tom Kaulitz ✓ by nneptunussz_

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After Dark by staceyy97

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Are you leaving me? Again? ~derek hale by Dteen_wolfH

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Boyfriends little sister (hollstein) -completed- by UhmLikeWhet

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𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘕𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘖𝘧 𝘍𝘦𝘣𝘳𝘶𝘢𝘳𝘺 ✔️

•𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐝 ✒ [ᴇᴅɪᴛᴇᴅ] "𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘹𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘰𝘳 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥." "She woke up as a stranger to herself and the world.." ʟᴏɢʟɪɴᴇ: "Chloe, a mysterious girl suffering from disorders and memory loss, was shifted to a mental asylum. There she discovers the secrets of her past. With the help of her friends, they're set to fight off the hunters who dragged Chloe into this misery." --- 𝘊𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘣𝘺 me @Cadance232 𝘉𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘭𝘶𝘳𝘣 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘣𝘺 𝘏𝘢𝘸𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘩𝘢𝘭 𝘈𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥 2022 --- sɴᴇᴀᴋ ᴘᴇᴀᴋ: "We are going to escape from here,break out." I eye them seriously. "We don't have much time, we've got two days before the crazy killer will come for you. How do we escape?" Aiden whispers and others nod. "W-what you guys are escaping from the asylum!?" We snap our heads behind at the door to face one of the doctors in charge. Shit. We are busted. --- I'm Chloe, a 17y/o pyscho.As if waking up from a 2 years of coma wasn't good enough, to make it worse, I didn't remember anything from my past.A psychopath having hallucinations along with temporary amnesia. I was shifted to an asylum for a period of four months. My existence was unknown or covered by someone. There weren't any reports when I went missing, strangely, nor was I ever sighted in any town. Talk about creepiness. Could it be related to serial killers abducting youngsters before finishing them? If so, why was I alive without any memory from my past? Loads of questions yet no answer. The most scariest one- Why was I in a coma, an unknown mystery? --- What happens when she slowly regains her memory? Will it help her and the other towns that are fished by sick serial killers? If someone tried to kill her,won't they come back finding out s