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I Hate Myself but I Love You

The_Sarcastic_Dork

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Reads 164,437
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The_Sarcastic_Dork

carmilla hollstein laura vampire

My version of what happens after season 2 of Carmilla.

Laura gets herself into yet another dangerous situation, but this time the consequences are fatal. Laura gets turned into a vampire and Perry's still possessed by the Dean.

How will they get the Dean without killing their friend?

Also, this is on archiveofourown.com as well under the username wolf3223All Rights Reserved

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The Unifier (COMPLETE) by Sboyle97

Diana Winchester is in a bit of a pickle. You see, she had thought the guy she slept with in that little town was a human... she could not have foreseen during a simple salt and burn in New Orleans to getting kidnapped by Wiccan witches and being held hostage... she definitely could not have foreseen being told that she was giving birth to a miracle baby. And on top of that, she is dodging her brothers calls and has blocked the guardian bonds she has with the archangels. They have their own messes to deal with, she does not want to throw hers on top. What will she do when her two lives collide? So to all of those that followed me on Sboyle91, my cousin got into my phone and deleted everything - my ao3, fanfiction, and wattpad accounts. So far, i only have the reopening of wattpad. Ill be trying to find and post my stories as soon as i can. But there might be some stories lost as i believe i deleted some of them. Ty.

Meet Evan Harper (Supernatural Fan Fiction Part 1) by max_effort18

(Starts at Season 2) Evan Harper comes from not just a tragic past but an even more terrifying present. Working for Bobby Singer after helping her with her past. She keeps her present from him. Eventually getting aquatinted with the Winchester boys, she ends up leaving home with them after they save her life. She's a very peculiar girl, different from most people. The boys just assume she's unique, but is she really who she thinks she is? And who's falling for who as the season goes on. **Some episodes may be skipped or just breezed through** **There are some mature content moments** **I don't own the Supernatural characters, or plots. All copyright goes to them, I only own the Evan Harper character.**

The Time Traveler's Wife - The Other Side by FangsForTheMemories

Laura is a normal girl, trying to make her way through a regular life. Except her life involves a mysterious time traveler named Carmilla Karnstein, who's been popping up every so often since Laura was a child. Her best friend always eventually leaves to go back to her time-- until one day, when she doesn't. Then she begins leaving to go travel away from her. But Laura will wait, because their life together is worth it. No matter in what time they're in. A sequel to: https://www.wattpad.com/671136850-the-time-traveler%27s-wife-the-beginning

No Matter How Dark It May Be, There Is Redemption by FangsForTheMemories

Set after the Christmas special, Laura's father takes the group back to the house. Lafontaine, Perry, Danny, Kirsh, J.P., and a new ally help Carmilla and Laura as plans unfold about how to deal with lophiiformes. Laura finds out secrets her father has been hiding from her. Carmilla and Laura continue to explore their new relationship in the face of danger and fluff. I do not own Carmilla the Web Series, or its characters, U by Kotex does.

Vampire lore - Carmilla/First Kill by sweatshirtdog

'Carmilla + First Kill fanfiction' In Vampire lore, Laura Hollis and her vampire wife, Carmilla Karnstein, along with their close-knit group of friends, relocate to Savannah, Georgia, a decision made in a desperate attempt to reverse the curse that turned Carmilla and Danny into vampires. As they settle into their new home, they soon discover that the picturesque town harbors dark secrets and ancient powers that could either restore their humanity or unleash something far more dangerous. Amidst the unfolding danger, Laura and Carmilla's relationship is tested as they confront their deepest fears and desires, all while fighting to protect their friends from the lurking threats. But when a frightened young vampire girl, Juliette Fairmont, appears in the streets of Savannah, fleeing an unseen terror, the group is thrust into a race against time. The once-quiet town becomes a battleground for survival, as old enemies and new alliances emerge. The line between friend and foe blurs, and the consequences of their actions could change their lives forever.

Forever Charmed by FangsForTheMemories

Laura Hollis is a half-witch, half-human who's just graduated from Magic School. She joins her friends' coven, but they're overly protective of the newbie, especially since Laura doesn't have any powers. When her new guardian angel Carmilla shows up and asks Laura not to tell anyone, Laura finds out the magical world is everything she hoped it would be-- and more. Aka the Charmed AU no one asked for but I couldn't get out of my head. Updates every Wednesday!

Underground - A Carmilla Fanfiction by GriffGriffWrites

When Lafontaine storms out of the library, frustrated and spiraling over the ex should be lovers decision to kill Perry to end Mother's wrath, Mother finds a way to collect all the talismans and decides to cave in the library, making it impossible for either of them to leave or for Lafontaine to get back in and help them. Will Carmilla and Laura be able to handle the cave in together as ex should be lovers? Will they be able to escape before time and air runs out? Read to find out. TW: There will be sensitive topics mentioned and/or described in this book, without spoiling it. Viewer discretion is advised. Note: Some minor plot points have been changed for the purpose of this story. Example: Melanippe's nickname besides Mel will be Melanie.

Finding Yourself by seasidebible

BDSM was not the lifestyle Dakota Moore had in mind. He had spent most of his teenage career running away from orphanages and taking care of his homeless little sisters. Once they were adopted by two rich gay guys, everything in Dakota's life suddenly changed. He went to school, got his first girlfriend, and broke up with that girlfriend. Then something else happened. His new "mom" brought back another homeless kid off the streets, which was not uncommon in their household. However, this street urchin happened to be a BDSM-loving power-sub that never seemed to keep his hands to himself. The new sub is determined to teach Dakota how to be a good dominant since he, as the twink says, "sees potential in him" for a BDSM lifestyle, but soon this little kitten has Dakota wrapped around his finger, and around his heart

Feral Vampire Book 2: as you grow so does your thirst by SamanthaQuarrie

( Shout Out To @s0mething1234 for giving me this idea for the second book!) it's been 10 years since Henry was defeated and Clawdeen and Draculaura are living together, Clawdeen is planning on proposing to Draculaura but needs to find the right time. but then Draculaura starts losing control over herself and ends up hurting Clawdeen very badly, can her friends and family help her remember who she truly is or will they lose her forever

New Beginnings by AnalogueInterfa3e

After surviving Silas University and an averted apocalypse Laura Hollis and Carmilla Karnstein look to begin a life together away from vampires, Sumerian Gods and even sentient reality warping libraries. But cutting ties to the past can be tough when you've got three centuries of it stored up or have uploaded a great deal of it online. After being contacted by a mysterious woman, the two learn that an object of immense power once wielded by Inanna, Carmilla's newly returned to Godhood mother, is somewhere in the beautiful city of Florence and is in danger of falling into the wrong hands. But despite its beauty Florence hides many dangers as powerful enemies flock to it in a mad dash for the "Melammu Ina Sarratum" and the power it holds. Can Laura and Carmilla survive what they think to be one last adventure and win a race of incredibly high stakes?

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The Unifier (COMPLETE)

Diana Winchester is in a bit of a pickle. You see, she had thought the guy she slept with in that little town was a human... she could not have foreseen during a simple salt and burn in New Orleans to getting kidnapped by Wiccan witches and being held hostage... she definitely could not have foreseen being told that she was giving birth to a miracle baby. And on top of that, she is dodging her brothers calls and has blocked the guardian bonds she has with the archangels. They have their own messes to deal with, she does not want to throw hers on top. What will she do when her two lives collide? So to all of those that followed me on Sboyle91, my cousin got into my phone and deleted everything - my ao3, fanfiction, and wattpad accounts. So far, i only have the reopening of wattpad. Ill be trying to find and post my stories as soon as i can. But there might be some stories lost as i believe i deleted some of them. Ty.