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I Hate Myself but I Love You

The_Sarcastic_Dork

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Reads 164,525
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Parts 61
Time 2h 39m

The_Sarcastic_Dork

carmilla hollstein laura vampire

My version of what happens after season 2 of Carmilla.

Laura gets herself into yet another dangerous situation, but this time the consequences are fatal. Laura gets turned into a vampire and Perry's still possessed by the Dean.

How will they get the Dean without killing their friend?

Also, this is on archiveofourown.com as well under the username wolf3223All Rights Reserved

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