Impossible Passion

No. No. No.

He's everywhere and I'm not even aware that it's him that haunts me from my past and my nightmares. I remember what happened I just don't remember his face or voice. How could I let myself forget?

"Sweet, Sweet Rome, you can't ever hide from me. Nothing will ever take you away. You're mine forever. Stop crying before I give you something to cry about Kitten." He says looking down at my tear stained face. Gripping my throat I try not to make a sound. I search the floor for something to focus on.

I'm in so much pain I can barely think straight. I need to stop if I want to survive through all of this.

I lay still. I don't make a sound, I don't fight or struggle. I let him do what he wants. I don't feel anything, I make myself feel nothing. I'm not even in my body anymore, somewhere far off thinking of my family.

There smiles. There warmth.

Soon everything goes black and I'm just so tired. I don't even remember falling asleep. Finally I'm at peace.