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If you believe this book may harm your mental health I advise you not to read :3
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~Alex~
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Rosalie has been through a lot. And whilst battling through the everyday tasks of her final years of high school she must face the devastating reality of living with anxiety and bipolar. So with people every corner she turns and a mind that can go from extremely happy to rock bottom depressed Rosalie must cover up that she needs help. But will hiding the brutal truth away from her family and friends that her mental illnesses have become too much to cope with help her in anyway way? Or will she have to finally open up and reveal the damage that her mind has caused?
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